When I wrote this post two years ago, my family was going through a really difficult time. I pray these raw and honest words help you while you wait.

Hope is a dangerous thing…hope deferred can be disastrous…in the waiting, I have a choice…to trust God’s promises, His goodness, and His faithfulness…or, I can believe what I see, feel, and experience.

This is so hard…#tbh Everything in me screams, this is not right! Where are you God? Don’t you see me and my family? How much we’ve gone through? How much we’ve done in Your name?

I’d love to wrap up this post with a nice neat happy ending…but I cant. I sit in the waiting. ..choosing to slay the thoughts that would love to contradict God’s word, choosing to walk with my hurt heart open to the Holy Spirit, and turn my eyes to Him who is faithful…He is all my hope and stay.

#hope #hurting #hopedeferred #waiting #jesus #holyspirit #freedominchrist #dontbeafraid #faith #healing #risk #boldfaith #boldprayers #scaryprayers #openhands #kingdom #trust #expecting #layitdown


No Love

“I do not accept glory from human beings, but I know you. I know that you do not have the love of God in your hearts.”

‭‭John‬ ‭5:41-42‬ ‭

Jesus knew who He was and whose He was. He was the Son of God, sent by the Father to redeem and reconcile mankind to Himself…to make a way for us to be with Him and our Heavenly Father in heaven for ever. He never apologized for that. He never made excuses or hid in shame from what He knew to be His purpose and calling.

Jesus performed miracles and showed mercy. He loved the least and the left out. But…He also spoke truth and this truth rocks my world!

He doesn’t need or want our approval. His Lordship and deity are secure with or without it.

He KNOWS us! This is both so comforting and terrifying! He knows our motives and our hearts even better than we do. We would be wise to lay our hearts and minds before Him and ask Him to reveal selfish or hidden agendas.

Being in the midst of people who had no love for His Father must have been hard, yet Jesus did not sin. He didn’t gossip about these people or plot and scheme against them. He spoke truth…an open rebuke…bringing light to their darkness. Even this is mercy because it reveals to us our need for repentance…our need for humility…our need for our Savior. Our self righteousness can puff up our sense of worth and wisdom but it will always leave us betrayed and defeated.

Jesus knows us. He knows when we are loving self more than Him.

Let His Words sink deep and do their work.

Until next time,


#faith #truth #jesus #known #love

It Is Grace

“Grace teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age,”

‭‭Titus‬ ‭2:12‬ ‭NIV‬‬

I am always so pleasantly surprised by the power of scripture to speak fresh insight to me. How many times have I read or heard the above scripture and yet, the Holy Spirit revealed another layer of wisdom again.

Grace “teaches”…yes, teaches us to say no and how to live. While we are learning, we will mess up. That is the beauty of grace! It knows that and is ready and willing to forgive! Grace, the gift of Jesus, gives us all we need to live a holy life…even through all our failures!

If we receive this grace, how much more should we pour this grace out to others! Grace marks us. It sets us apart from the screaming crowds or silent backbiters. It says,” I see you… what you did, but I’m still here.”

Grace is a gift from Jesus that we can give to others.

They may not deserve it. But we don’t either. Jesus gives grace anyway. Let’s be like Jesus today.

#grace #givegenerously #love #jesus #godliness #graceteaches #others

Come & Talk With Me

Do you hear Him whispering, “Come, sweet child. Sit with me a little longer”?

The Father’s heart is always about creating a place of intimacy where I can simply be with Him…where He can reveal more of Himself…His love, His mercy, His grace, and His Son. In this closeness, I am strengthened, equipped, and protected.

This is often difficult for me for many reasons. Am I worthy? I’m too busy doing things my own way. I got all the things covered. Or, I’ve been let down before, so I wall myself off so I don’t get hurt again. If I keep my expectations low, disappointment isn’t quite as devastating.

Perhaps you, dear one, have trouble believing this truth for yourself too.

You are so precious! You are loved!

God is speaking today! Listen and go! Let the truth of His word wash away doubt and fear. He wants you to be with Him.

Thank you Father God for your intimate call to each one of your children. Help us to respond with humility, surrender, and faith. In Jesus’ name Amen

#response #jesuscalling #fathersheart #love #faith #healing #risk #boldfaith #youmakemebrave #jesusgirls #intimacywithgod #holyspirit #hispromisesareforme

Just Have Faith

I wrote this piece a couple of years ago. I believe it is still so important.

As I begin this journey of total trust with the Lord, I came across this scripture in one of my favorite chapters in the Bible, Mark 5.

Don’t be afraid. Just have faith. Six simple words that have the power to transform my life. Jesus didn’t tell Jairus, the desperate daddy looking for healing for his dying daughter, to not feel fear…nor did Jesus scold Jairus for feeling fear.

In the midst of mockers, doubters, and throngs of people, Jesus speaks from the heart of the heavenly Father into the heart of this terrified daddy, “Don’t be afraid. Just have faith.”

We all have the choice to cling to the idols of worry, fear, and anxiety. We also have the choice to lay them down and declare, You (insert idol here) will NOT mock my God for my God is faithful, powerful, and all I NEED!

Feelings are so powerfully persuasive. They can so easily knock my faith down and begin to dictate my thoughts and boss me around.

Not today! My feelings are subject to my God. I don’t answer to them. I answer to Him! I come under You Lord Jesus…I commit myself to You this day. Sweet moments in Your presence…simply being with You. I’m in love with You and choose faith over fear!

#faithoverfeelings #fear #faith #dontbeafraid #idols #choose

For Me?

If I’m honest, I will have to tell you that I’ve been struggling…struggling with faith…now I KNOW without a doubt that the word of God is True. It is THE truth, but I struggle with believing it’s for me. I read the promises, stories, and instructions and I have all sorts of head knowledge. If you needed help, I could guide you to scripture and give you wisdom, but if I’m totally open and dangerously honest, I really struggle believing the extravagant promises of the Lord are mine.

You see, my faith has taken a beating. Perhaps yours has too? When my faith is weak, I am not in a place of trusting the Lord. I begin to strive, to fix things in my own strength. I leave the shadow of His wing. In order to not be disappointed and somehow defend God (which is really just a crazy thought) I keep expectations low, which lead to a strange wallowing place where I begin to get comfortable with less than God’s best. Here in this wallowing place, my hope begins to wither, fade, and die.

Not this day! I am declaring my God is living among us, He is a mighty warrior who takes great delight in me WITH gladness. With His love, He calms all my fears and rejoices over ME with joyful songs!

I am claiming this promise. It is yours to declare over your life too, sweet friend. Today is a good day because our Jesus is truth, His word is Truth and His promises are for every believer! #faith #promises #declaration #jesusgirls #motherhood #worth #rejoice #tbh #holyspirit #freedominchrist #freeindeed #fearnot #worship #boldfaith #boldprayers #scaryprayers #openhands #kingdom #trust #expecting


As I sat down at my local coffee shop yesterday to do some paperwork, I was rummaging through my purse. I found my tissues from the day before…I had attended the funeral of my mentor and dear friend. The Holy Spirit brought this scripture to my mind. These tissues had been soaked with tears…tears because I miss my friend and tears of joy because I know I will see him again. Not one of my tears was wasted. Not one of our sorrows is overlooked by our merciful and kind Savior. I did end up throwing my tissues away, but I had such a sense of how sacred they are to God. I am so overwhelmed by His love.

You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭56:8‬ ‭

#tears #tissues #jesus #mercy #kindness